Robert Redford had a secret. Every Christmas Eve for 15 years, he’d leave Hollywood behind, leave the parties, the premieres, the carefully constructed image of America’s golden boy. He’d get in his truck and drive east, away from the ocean, away from the cameras, toward the mountains, toward Utah, toward a place most people didn’t know existed.
A small cabin in Provo Canyon. Not the main Sundance property, not the resort, not the lodge where Hollywood people came to ski and pretend they were outdoorsy. This was different. A cabin 20 m up a dirt road. No electricity, no phone, just a fireplace and four walls and silence. Redford had been making this trip since 1963, the year he bought the land.
Before Sundance had a name, before anyone knew what it would become. Every Christmas Eve, same routine. He’d drive through the night, arrive at the cabin by dawn, build a fire, wait by noon, they’d start arriving. Eight kids, different ages, different backgrounds, all from the same Salt Lake City group home.
Orphans, kids nobody wanted, kids the system had forgotten about. Redford would spend Christmas Eve and Christmas Day with them, cooking, talking, giving them presents, making them feel like somebody remembered, like somebody cared. Then December 26th, he’d drive them back, return to Hollywood, return to being Robert Redford, movie star, icon, the man everyone thought they knew.
Nobody knew about the cabin, about the kids, about the 15 years of Christmas Eve spent in Silence and Snow. Until Barbara Stryand followed him in 1978. and saw something she was never supposed to see. 1963, Robert Redford was 27 years old. His career was just beginning. Small roles, Broadway, a few TV appearances, nothing major, but he’d saved enough money to buy something that mattered more than any role.
Two acres in Provo Canyon, Utah, cost him $500. The land came with an old hunting cabin, one room falling apart, but it had a view. Mountains on three sides, a stream running past, oak trees, silence. Redford had grown up in Los Angeles. Concrete, traffic, noise, always noise. He’d spent his teenage years getting into trouble, stealing hubcaps, breaking into mansions, drinking, lost.
When he was 18, he’d hitchhiked to Europe, painted, tried to figure out who he was, then came back. Went to acting school, found something that felt right. But Los Angeles still felt wrong. Too loud, too fake, too many people pretending to be something they weren’t. Utah was different. Utah was real. The mountains didn’t care if you were famous.
The silence didn’t ask for autographs. When Redford stood on those two acres in Provo Canyon, he could breathe for the first time in years. He named it Sundance after a character he’d played six years later. But the name felt right even before the movie. Sundance, a place where the sun hit the snow and made everything clean.
That first winter, Redford spent weeks at the cabin fixing the roof, rebuilding the fireplace, making it livable. He wasn’t planning anything big, just wanted a place to escape, to think, to be alone. Christmas Eve, 1963. Redford was at the cabin building a fire, planning to spend the holiday alone. He didn’t mind.
Preferred it actually. Away from family obligations, away from Hollywood parties, just him and the mountains. Around noon, he heard voices. Kids laughing, shouting. He looked out the window. A van was parked on the road, old, rusted. A woman was getting out, mid-50s, tired eyes. And she was with eight kids, different ages, seven to maybe 13, bundled in coats that didn’t quite fit. Redford stepped outside.
The woman saw him, froze. “I’m sorry,” she said. “We didn’t know anyone was here. We’ll go.” “What are you doing?” Redford asked. Christmas hike. These kids, they’re from the group home in Salt Lake. I work there. Thought we’d drive out, see the mountains, give them something different than staring at walls.
The kids were quiet, watching Redford, wary like they’d learned not to trust adults who asked questions. Redford looked at them. Then at the cabin, then back at the woman. You want to come inside? I’ve got a fire going. The woman hesitated. We don’t want to intrude. You’re not intruding. It’s Christmas. They came inside.
Eight kids and one social worker filled the cabin with noise Redford hadn’t planned on. The kids sat by the fire, warming their hands, still quiet, still watching. Redford made hot chocolate, used all the cocoa he’d brought. Didn’t matter. He could get more. The kids drank it slowly like they wanted to make it last. “What’s your name?” one of them asked.
“A girl, maybe nine.” “Bob, you live here?” “Sometimes when I can.” Why? Redford looked out the window at the mountains. Because it’s quiet and the mountains don’t lie. The kids didn’t understand, but they felt it. The space, the silence, the way the cabin felt separate from everything else. They stayed for 2 hours.
Redford showed them the stream, frozen solid, showed them how to identify animal tracks in the snow. Deer, rabbit, fox. The kids followed him, asked questions, forgot to be wary. When they left, the social worker shook Redford’s hand. Thank you. This meant more than you know. Redford watched the van drive away, stood in the snow, thinking, “Those kids had nothing.
No parents, no home, no one to tell them they mattered. They’d spend Christmas in an institution, counting down days until they aged out, and the system forgot them completely.” Redford went back inside, sat by the fire, made a decision. Next Christmas he’d be here and he’d make sure those kids were here, too.
1964, Redford called the group home in November, asked if he could host eight kids for Christmas. December 24th, he picked them up, drove them to the cabin, spent two days cooking, talking, giving them small presents, books, scarves, things that would last. December 26th, he drove them back. He never told anyone.
It was private between him and those kids in the mountains. The pattern continued every year as Redford’s career exploded. Barefoot in the park in 1967, Butch Cassidy in 1969. Every Christmas Eve, he’d disappear, get in his truck, drive to Utah. Eight kids, two days, then back to Hollywood. By 1973, he was one of the most famous actors in the world.
His face on magazine covers, women screaming his name. But every Christmas, he’d leave it all behind. He never told anyone. Not his wife, not his agent, not directors he worked with. This was his private sacred. Hollywood noticed. Of course they noticed. Every year Redford would disappear. December 24th he’d be gone. No explanation.
Just gone. People asked. He’d smile. Going to Sundance? Need some time in the mountains? They assumed he meant skiing. Solitude. The usual celebrity escape. They were half right. He did go for the mountains, but not for solitude. Barbara Streryan first noticed in 1974. She’d worked with Redford in 1973 on The Way We Were. They’d become friends.
The kind of friendship built on mutual respect rather than constant contact. They’d see each other at industry events, premieres, parties, the required Hollywood circulation, December 1974, some producers Christmas Eve party. Barbara saw Redford arrive around 700 p.m. She was talking to Sydney Pollock when Redford walked in.
blonde hair, denim shirt under a sport coat, that effortless look that made him the golden boy of Hollywood. They talked briefly. Redford was polite, charming, but distant like his mind was already somewhere else. At 8:15 p.m., Barbara saw him set down his drink. Say goodbye to the host. Walk out. She asked someone.
Where’s Bob going? Utah, probably. He always goes to Sundance for Christmas. Barbara filed that away. didn’t think much of it. People had their routines. 1975, different party, same pattern. Redford there at 7:00, gone by 8:30. 1976, same thing. 1977, same thing. Barbara started paying attention. This wasn’t random. This was ritual.

And Barbara Stryand understood rituals. She had her own things she did that kept her grounded. Things that reminded her who she was before Hollywood decided who she should be. But Redford’s ritual felt different. It felt urgent, like he wasn’t running to something pleasant. He was running to something necessary. December 24th, 1978, Steven Spielberg’s Christmas Eve party, Malibu, Ocean View, 200 people, champagne, the usual celebration.
Barbara arrived at 6:30. Redford arrived at 7:15. She watched him. He was good at pretending, smiling, talking to the right people. But Barbara could see the tells, the way he kept checking his watch, the way his eyes would drift to the door. At 8:12 p.m., Redford made his move, said something to Spielberg, shook a few hands, headed for the exit.
Barbara waited 2 minutes, then followed. She got to her car, saw Redford’s truck pulling out. Not his Porsche, a beat up Ford pickup, work truck. The kind of truck that didn’t match the image of Robert Redford movie star. Barbara followed, kept distance. Three cars back, four sometimes. Redford got on the Pacific Coast Highway, then the 101, then east, away from the ocean, away from Los Angeles, into the darkness.
Barbara followed for 12 hours through the night, through the desert. As the sun started to rise, they were in Utah. Mountains appearing on the horizon, snow on the peaks. Redford turned off the highway onto a smaller road, then smaller, then a dirt road. Barbara almost lost him twice, but she kept going.
Her rental car wasn’t built for this. Rocks scraped the undercarriage. Branches scratched the paint. Didn’t matter. Finally, Redford’s truck stopped. A cabin small smoke already coming from the chimney. Redford got out, stretched, started unloading boxes from the truck bed. Barbara parked a quarter mile back, hidden by trees. She got out, walked closer, careful, quiet, stayed in the tree line where he couldn’t see her.
Redford was building a fire, moving with purpose, like he’d done this a thousand times. He brought in wood, set up folding chairs, unpacked boxes, food, presents wrapped in newspaper. Around noon, Barbara heard an engine, a van, old, coming up the dirt road. It parked near Redford’s truck. A woman got out. Late 50s. Then kids started climbing out.
One, two, three, eight total. Different ages, different sizes, all wearing coats that looked secondhand. Redford walked out, smiled. The kids ran to him, hugged him, called him Bob, not Mr. Redford, just Bob. Barbara watched from the trees, watched Redford bring the kids inside, watched smoke continue rising from the chimney, heard laughter, faint, carried on the wind.
She stood there in the snow for 20 minutes. Then she understood this wasn’t a vacation. This wasn’t celebrity solitude. This was purpose. This was the thing that mattered more than Hollywood, more than fame, more than the golden boy image everyone thought they knew. Barbara walked back to her car, sat in the driver’s seat, thought about what she’d just seen.
She could drive back, pretend she never followed him, let Redford keep his secret, or she could stay, make sure he knew someone had seen, someone knew the truth. She decided to stay. That night, around 8:00 p.m., Barbara knocked on the cabin door. She’d walked up quietly. didn’t want to scare the kids. The door opened. Redford stood there holding a plate of food.
His face went through several emotions in two seconds. Surprise, concern, then something else. Resignation like he’d always known someone would eventually find out. Barbara. Hi, Bob. They stared at each other behind Redford. Barbara could hear kids talking, laughing, playing some kind of game. How long have you been here? Redford asked.
Since this morning. I followed you from Spielbergs, Redford stepped outside, closed the door behind him. They stood in the snow under stars so bright they hurt to look at. You can’t tell anyone, Redford said, not angry, just firm. I won’t. I mean it, Barbara. Not Spielberg. Not Pollock, not anyone. I understand.
Redford looked at her, searching for judgment, for questions about why he was doing this, for the usual Hollywood response to anything real. He didn’t find any of that. How long have you been doing this? Barbara asked. 15 years since I bought the land. Same kids. Different kids. Same home. Eight every year. The ones who need it most. Barbara nodded.
Looked at the cabin at the warm light coming through the windows. Can I meet them? Redford hesitated, then opened the door. The kids looked up when Barbara walked in. Wary at first. Strangers meant social workers. Social workers meant change. Change was usually bad. This is my friend Barbara. Redford said, “She’s going to hang out with us for a bit.
That okay?” The kids looked at each other, then nodded, went back to their game. Barbara sat by the fire, watched, listened. Redford cooked dinner. The kids helped. Setting the table, washing vegetables, small tasks that made them feel useful. They ate together. Ate kids, Redford, Barbara, and the social worker.
Crowded around a table meant for four. Elbows bumping, laughter, stories. One kid talked about school, another about a dog he’d seen. Small things, normal things, things that meant everything when you had nothing. After dinner, Redford brought out the presents wrapped in newspaper, each one labeled with a name. The kids opened them slowly.
Books, art supplies, a jacket, a pair of shoes, practical things, things they needed. But the way Redford gave them, they felt special, like someone had thought about each kid individually, had cared enough to pick something just for them. One girl, maybe 11, got a book about horses. She held it like it was made of glass.
I love horses, she whispered. I know, Redford said. Mrs. Patterson told me. The girl looked at him, eyes full of something too big for words. Then she hugged the book to her chest. Barbara watched all of this. Watched Redford sitting on the floor with these kids. No cameras, no publicity, no one to impress. Just him and eight kids who needed to know someone cared.
Later, after the kids were asleep in sleeping bags by the fire, Barbara and Redford sat outside, stars overhead, snow glowing in the moonlight, mountains standing silent all around. “Why?” Barbara asked. Redford was quiet for a long time. Then because I was them once, different circumstances, but I was lost, angry. Nobody saw me. Nobody cared.
If someone had, maybe things would have been different. Things turned out okay for you. Yeah, but these kids won’t get my chances. They’ll age out of the system. Get forgotten. I can’t fix that. Can’t change the system. But I can give them two days a year where someone remembers them, where someone makes them feel like they matter.
You’ve been doing this for 15 years, and I’ll keep doing it long as I can. Barbara understood. She’d spent her whole life fighting to be seen, to be heard, to matter in an industry that didn’t want her, too Jewish, nose too big, voice too different. She’d made them see her anyway, made them listen. But she remembered what it felt like to be invisible.
I won’t tell anyone, Barbara said. But thank you for letting me see this. the real you. Redford looked at her. This isn’t the real me. This is just a part, the part I can control. They sat in silence. The kind of silence that felt full instead of empty. The kind Redford had been seeking when he first bought this land.
December 26th, Redford drove the kids back to Salt Lake City. Barbara followed in her rental car, watched him drop them off, watched him say goodbye, watched him get back in his truck and drive away. Just another Christmas at the cabin, just another year of keeping a secret. Barbara flew back to Los Angeles, went back to her life, her career.
But she thought about those two days in Utah, about Redford and eight kids and a cabin in the mountains, about what it meant to do something good without anyone knowing. She never told anyone. Not that year, not the years after. When people asked where Redford went every Christmas, Barbara would shrug. Sundance, he loves the mountains. She kept his secret.
1981, Redford founded the Sundance Institute, a place for independent filmmakers, a place outside the Hollywood system. When reporters asked why, Redford talked about giving voices to people who weren’t heard, about creating space for stories that mattered. Some people understood he was talking about more than just movies.
He was talking about the same thing he’d been doing at that cabin since 1963. Seeing people others ignored, making room for them, giving them space to exist. The Christmas trips continued every year through the 80s into the ‘9s. Redford got older. The kids stayed the same age, different faces, same needs, same two days where someone remembered them.
In 2005, Barbara was doing an interview. The journalist asked about working with Redford, about their friendship. Bob’s the most genuine person I know in this industry, Barbara said. What you see is, actually, that’s not true. What you see is just the surface. The real Bob is someone else entirely, someone better. Can you elaborate? Barbara smiled, shook her head. Some things aren’t mine to tell.
In 2018, Redford announced he was retiring from acting. He was 82, tired, ready to step back. A journalist asked him what he’d miss most about his career. I won’t miss the career, Redford said. I’ll miss the ability to use whatever platform I had to do some good, but there are other ways to do good, quieter ways.
I’ve been practicing those for a long time. Nobody asked what he meant. In 2020, Redford’s son, James, died. 58 years old. Cancer. Redford didn’t give interviews, didn’t make public statements, just disappeared. Back to Utah. Back to the mountains where silence helped carry grief. 6 months after James died, a letter appeared in the Salt Lake Tribune from a woman named Sarah Mitchell.
She was 47 years old, writing about Robert Redford. About Christmas Eve 1979 when she was 8 years old, an orphan in a group home about a man named Bob who gave her a book about horses who made her feel like she mattered. I never forgot that Christmas, she wrote. I never forgot Bob. He probably doesn’t remember me.
There were so many kids over the years, but I remember him and I want him to know. That book changed my life. I became a veterinarian. I work with horses every day because of a book a movie star gave me when I was 8 years old because someone saw me when I thought I was invisible. The letter went viral. Other letters started appearing from other kids.
Other Christmases all telling versions of the same story. A cabin, a man named Bob. Two days where they felt like they mattered. Reporters tried to verify the stories. Called Redford’s representatives. Got no comment. Called the group home. got confirmation that yes, someone had been taking eight kids to a cabin every Christmas for decades, but they wouldn’t say who.
Finally, a reporter asked Barbara Streryen directly. Did you know about this? Barbara was quiet for a long time. Then, I’ve known Bob for 47 years. He’s the kind of person who does good without needing credit. Who sees people others ignore? who builds cabins and mountains because mountains don’t judge and cabins hold space for things that matter.
That’s all I’ll say. It was enough. The world understood. Robert Redford had been spending every Christmas for over 50 years with kids nobody wanted, making them feel seen, feel valued, feel like they mattered. People called it beautiful, inspiring, the best of humanity. Redford still didn’t comment, still didn’t give interviews, just stayed in Utah in the mountains in the silence that had always made sense to him.
Today, Sundance Institute runs a program called Mountain Voices. It brings kids from foster care and group homes to Utah every summer, teaches them film making, gives them tools to tell their stories, gives them space to be seen. The program exists because of those Christmases, those 50 years of cabin visits, those hundreds of kids who learned someone cared.
Some of them became the first generation to break the pattern, to succeed, to remember what it felt like to be seen, and to see others in return. That’s Robert Redford’s real legacy. Not the movies, not the awards, not the golden boy image, but the cabin, the kids, the 50 Christmases where he proved that the most important thing you can do is notice people others ignore.
And then do something about it without cameras, without credit, just you and the person who needs to know they matter. Because in the end, the mountains don’t care about Oscars. They care about silence, about space, about holding room for things that actually matter. Robert Redford understood that in 1963 and he’s been living it ever since.
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