He Fed Bigfoot for 40 Years, Then He Learned Why It Fears Us – Sasquatch Story
The Secret of the Bigfoot
I’ve been feeding the same Bigfoot since 1986. And what he finally revealed to me about why his kind fears humans is something that will haunt me for the rest of my life. Some people might call me crazy for admitting this publicly, but after nearly four decades of keeping this secret, I believe it’s time the world knows the truth.
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My name is Thomas McKenna. I’m 66 years old, and I’m a retired forest ranger from the Gford Pinchoke National Forest in Washington State. This is my story, and I need to tell it exactly as it happened because what I learned changes everything we think we know about these creatures.
The Beginning
The autumn of 1986 painted the forests of the Pacific Northwest in shades of amber and crimson. I was 28 years old back then, a newly appointed forest ranger, fresh out of the forestry program at Oregon State University and eager to prove myself in my first real posting. I’d grown up in Portland, spending my summers camping with my father in the Cascades, developing a deep respect for nature that eventually turned into a career.
The crisp October air carried the scent of pine and decomposing leaves as I made my way through the dense woodland that fateful day. It was supposed to be just another routine patrol—checking trail markers, documenting wildlife activity, the usual duties. My supervisor, a grizzled veteran named Bill Henderson, had warned me about the isolation of the job during my orientation.
“Out here, you’re on your own most of the time,” Bill had said, his weathered hands wrapped around a coffee mug in the ranger station. “Radio only works in certain spots. You see something strange, you document it, but you don’t go looking for trouble. These woods have been here longer than any of us, and they’ve got their secrets.”
I had nodded, thinking Bill was just being dramatic. After all, what could possibly happen? I was trained for emergencies, knew how to handle wildlife encounters, and had studied every protocol in the Ranger Handbook. I was prepared for bears, cougars, even the occasional lost hiker. What I wasn’t prepared for was what happened on October 15th, 1986.
The First Encounter
It was late afternoon, around 4:30 p.m., and the sun was already beginning its descent behind the towering Douglas firs. I was investigating reports of damaged property at an old hunting cabin about six miles from the main trail. The cabin belonged to a local family who used it during deer season, and they’d reported finding their storage shed torn apart, food supplies scattered everywhere.
As I approached the clearing where the cabin sat, I immediately noticed something was off. The destruction wasn’t typical of bears. I’d seen plenty of bear damage during my training. This was different. The shed’s door hadn’t just been clawed open; it had been wrenched off its hinges with what must have been incredible force. Large, deep impressions in the soft earth around the structure caught my attention.
I knelt down to examine them more closely, pulling out my measuring tape and camera. The prints were enormous—at least 17 inches long and 7 inches wide at the widest part. They were vaguely humanoid in shape, with five distinct toe impressions, but far too large to be human. The depth of the impressions suggested something incredibly heavy, probably weighing between 600 and 800 pounds based on my estimates.
My heart began to race. In all my training, in all the wildlife manuals I’d studied, nothing quite matched what I was seeing. Bears left claw marks. These prints showed no claws, just broad, flat impressions that looked disturbingly like oversized human feet. I spent the next hour documenting everything—taking photographs from multiple angles, making plaster casts of the best prints, measuring the stride length, an astounding six feet between steps, and sketching the scene in my field notebook.
The professional part of my brain was cataloging data, but another part—a more primal part—was screaming at me to leave. The forest had grown unnaturally quiet. No bird songs, no rustling of small animals in the underbrush, just an eerie silence that seemed to press in from all sides. I had read about this phenomenon, how animals would go silent when a major predator was near. My hand instinctively moved to the bear spray on my hip.
That’s when I heard it. A sound unlike anything I’d ever heard before—a low, guttural vocalization that seemed to resonate through the trees themselves. Not quite a growl, not quite a howl, but something in between. It came from somewhere deeper in the forest, maybe a hundred yards away. The hair on the back of my neck stood up. Every instinct told me to run, but my training kicked in. I slowly backed toward my truck, parked on the dirt road about fifty yards from the cabin. My eyes scanned the treeline, looking for any sign of movement. My camera hung around my neck, my notepad clutched in one hand, the other hovering near my bear spray.
Then I saw it. Between two massive cedar trees, partially obscured by shadow and undergrowth, stood a figure. At first, my brain tried to rationalize it as a person in a dark coat, maybe another hiker. But as my eyes adjusted and the figure shifted slightly, that rationalization crumbled. It was massive—easily eight feet tall, maybe more, covered in dark brown hair that seemed to absorb the fading light. Broad shoulders that would make an NFL linebacker look small. And it was watching me.
I froze. Every wildlife safety protocol I’d ever learned suddenly seemed inadequate. This wasn’t in any manual. This wasn’t supposed to exist. The creature—and my mind finally accepted that’s what it was—didn’t move aggressively. It simply stood there, partially hidden, observing. I could make out a face, though not clearly in the shadows—dark eyes that reflected a glimmer of the remaining daylight, a sagittal crest at the top of its head, similar to what I’d seen in pictures of gorillas, but more pronounced.
Time seemed to stop. I later couldn’t say if we stood there staring at each other for thirty seconds or three minutes. My photographer’s instinct screamed at me to raise my camera to document this impossible moment. But my hands wouldn’t cooperate. They remained frozen—one clutching my notebook, the other still hovering uselessly near my bear spray.
The creature made another sound, softer this time, almost inquisitive. Then, with a movement so swift and fluid it seemed impossible for something so large, it turned and disappeared into the forest. I heard the sound of heavy footfalls and breaking branches, growing fainter as whatever I’d seen moved away.

The Decision
I didn’t remember getting into my truck. The next thing I clearly recalled was sitting behind the wheel, my hands shaking so badly I could barely get the key in the ignition. I drove back to the ranger station in a daze, my mind racing with what I’d witnessed. When I arrived at the station just after sunset, Bill was still there finishing up some paperwork. The older ranger took one look at my pale face and immediately poured me a cup of coffee from the pot that seemed to be perpetually brewing.
“You look like you’ve seen a ghost, kid,” Bill said, settling into the chair across from me. “What happened out there?”
I opened my mouth to speak, then closed it again. How could I possibly explain what I’d seen? Bill would think I was crazy, or worse, that I couldn’t handle the isolation of the job. I’d be reassigned, maybe even let go. All my dreams of being a forest ranger would evaporate because I’d seen something that wasn’t supposed to exist.
“I just had a close call with what might have been a bear,” I finally said, the lie tasting bitter in my mouth.
Bill studied me for a long moment, his gray eyes sharp despite his age. “At cabin damage, you document it?”
“Yeah,” I said, grateful for the change of subject. “I pulled out my camera and notebook, took photos and measurements, made some casts of prints. They’re unusual. Might be a large bear, but the prints don’t quite match any bear sign I’ve seen before.”
Bill flipped through the notebook, his expression unreadable. He looked at the measurements, the sketches, the detailed notes I had made. When he got to the description of the prints—seventeen inches long, humanoid shape, no claw marks—he went very still.
“Are these measurements accurate?” Bill asked quietly.
“Yes, sir.”
“Triple-check them.” Bill closed the notebook and handed it back to me. “File your report. Document everything you saw. But Thomas,” he paused, seeming to choose his words carefully. “Out here in these woods, sometimes we see things that don’t fit neatly into what we learned in school. Best thing to do is document it professionally and keep an open mind.”
There was something in Bill’s tone that made me look up sharply. The older ranger’s face was carefully neutral, but his eyes held something else—recognition maybe, or understanding.
“Have you ever—” I started to ask, then stopped myself. Bill stood up, stretching his back with an audible crack. “I’ve been a ranger in these woods for thirty-two years, kid. I’ve seen a lot of things. Some of them made it into official reports. Some of them didn’t.” He paused at the door, his hand on the frame. “Get some rest. And Thomas, if you ever see something unusual again, you can talk to me.”
The Investigation
After Bill left, I sat alone in the station, staring at my notebook. The official report I’d have to file wouldn’t mention what I’d really seen. It would be about property damage and unusual tracks, possibly from a large bear. But in my personal journal, locked in my desk drawer, I wrote down every detail of the encounter while it was still fresh in my mind. I described the creature’s size, its movements, the way it had watched me with what seemed like intelligence rather than animal curiosity. I sketched what I’d seen, trying to capture the shape of its face, the breadth of its shoulders, the way it had moved through the forest with impossible grace despite its size.
That night, lying in my small cabin on the ranger station grounds, I couldn’t sleep. Every sound from the forest seemed amplified—the snap of a branch, the rustle of leaves. But it wasn’t fear that kept me awake. Not entirely. It was something else—wonder. Whatever I’d seen out there, it was real. It existed in these forests, living its life in the shadows, avoiding human contact. And somehow, for just a few minutes, I had been allowed to witness it.
I didn’t know it then, but that October evening would change the entire course of my life. The creature I’d seen, the one that wasn’t supposed to exist, the one that lived only in legends and campfire stories, would become the focus of the next thirty-eight years of my life. And in that time, I would learn its secrets. I would discover why it hid from humans with such determination, and that knowledge would break my heart.

The Routine
For three weeks after that first encounter, I couldn’t stop thinking about what I’d seen. Every spare moment, I found myself pulling out my field notebook, studying the sketches I’d made, reviewing the measurements of those impossible footprints. The plaster casts sat on my desk like evidence of something the rational part of my brain still wanted to deny.
I threw myself into research. During my days off, I drove to the University of Washington Library in Seattle, spending hours in the anthropology and zoology sections. I read every book I could find about Pacific Northwest wildlife, indigenous legends, and yes, even the fringe materials about Bigfoot sightings. What I found was a mixture of obvious hoaxes, genuine mysteries, and Native American traditions that spoke of Sasquatch or Decequiz—wild men of the woods who avoided human contact. The Lummi, Snookami, and other coastal peoples had stories going back generations about these creatures. They weren’t monsters in their traditions. They were beings to be respected, avoided, left alone. “They keep to themselves.”
One account I read stated, “They don’t want our world, and we shouldn’t want theirs.” But I did want to know more—not to capture or expose the creature, but something deeper than that. I wanted to understand what it was doing in those woods. Was it alone? How had it remained hidden for so long? And most pressingly, would I ever see it again?
The answer came on November 7th, 1986. I had started varying my patrol routes to take me past that hunting cabin more frequently. Not every day—I didn’t want to establish an obvious pattern that might draw questions from Bill or the other rangers. But two or three times a week, I’d find a legitimate reason to be in that area—checking on winter preparations, documenting pre-snow conditions, monitoring for early season hunters who might be trespassing.
It was a gray Friday afternoon, the kind of day where the clouds hung so low they seemed to tangle in the treetops. A light drizzle had been falling since morning, turning the forest floor into a carpet of wet leaves that muffled sound. I was about half a mile from the cabin, documenting some elk tracks when I heard the sound again—that same low, resonant vocalization that had frozen my blood three weeks earlier. But this time, I didn’t run.
My heart hammered in my chest. Adrenaline flooded my system, but I stayed put. Slowly, carefully, I straightened up from where I’d been crouching. My hand went to the bear spray on my belt, but I didn’t draw it. Instead, I just stood there, waiting. The sound came again, closer this time, maybe fifty yards away from a dense thicket of young firs and blackberry bushes.
I could hear something large moving through the undergrowth, breaking branches, causing the wet foliage to rustle. “I’m not going to hurt you,” I said aloud, my voice sounding strange in the quiet forest. I felt ridiculous talking to what might be the wind or a bear, but something in my gut told me to try. “I’m just here doing my job. I’m not a threat.”
The movement stopped. The forest went silent except for the soft patter of rain on leaves. Then slowly, the branches parted, and there it was again. In the gray daylight, even filtered through rain and mist, I could see it much more clearly than during that first twilight encounter. The creature stood at the edge of the thicket about forty yards away, partially concealed but clearly visible. It was every bit as massive as I remembered—probably eight and a half feet tall, with shoulders that must have been four feet across. Its body was covered in dark brown hair, longer around the shoulders and head, shorter on the arms and chest. The face was both human and not human—a broad flat nose, a heavy brow ridge, lips that were more pronounced than a gorilla’s but less than a human’s. And the eyes—dark, intelligent eyes that watched me with what I could only describe as cautious curiosity.
We stood there in the rain regarding each other. I noticed details I’d missed in the panic of the first encounter—the creature’s hands were enormous, with thick fingers and what looked like fingernails rather than claws. Its feet, partially visible in the undergrowth, matched the prints I’d cast—broad, flat, surprisingly human-like in structure. It was breathing heavily, its massive chest rising and falling. I could see the rain beating on its hair, rolling off in rivulets.
It seemed to be evaluating me, trying to decide something. Very slowly, trying not to make any sudden movements, I lowered myself to a sitting position on a fallen log. I wanted to appear non-threatening, to show I wasn’t going to chase or attack. I kept my hands visible, away from the bear spray. “I saw you before,” I said quietly, not sure if speaking was helping or hurting. “At the cabin. I’ve been hoping I’d see you again.”
The creature’s head tilted slightly, reminding me oddly of a dog trying to understand human speech. Could it comprehend my words, or was it just responding to the tone of my voice? I reached slowly into my jacket pocket and pulled out an apple—part of my lunch that I hadn’t eaten. Without standing, without making any aggressive movements, I gently tossed it onto the ground about halfway between us. “I don’t know if you eat these,” I said, “but if you do, you’re welcome to it.”
For a long moment, nothing happened. The creature stared at the apple, then at me, then back at the apple. I could almost see the thought process happening. Was this a trick? A trap? What did this strange human want? Then, with movements that were surprisingly graceful for something so large, it moved forward—not all the way to the apple. It stopped about ten feet from it. Then it did something I never expected. It vocalized again, but differently this time. Not the low resonant sound from before, but a series of shorter sounds, almost like clicks or soft grunts. It was communicating something, though I had no idea what.
“I don’t understand,” I admitted. “But I’m listening.” The creature reached down, and I realized for the first time that it had been carrying something from the undergrowth where it had emerged. It picked up what looked like a branch with several clusters of huckleberries still attached. With a movement that was clearly deliberate, it placed the branch on the ground, then stepped back. My breath caught. It was reciprocating. I had offered food, and it was offering food in return.
“Thank you,” I said, my voice cracking slightly. “That’s—thank you.” We stayed like that for what must have been ten minutes, though it felt both longer and shorter. The creature eventually reached forward, snatched the apple with surprising speed, and retreated back toward the thicket. It didn’t eat the apple immediately. Instead, it held it, examining it, bringing it to its nose to smell it. Then, with one last long look at me, it turned and disappeared into the forest.
The Bond
I sat there for another twenty minutes, trying to process what had just happened. When I finally stood up, my legs were shaky. I walked to where the creature had left the huckleberry branch and carefully picked it up. The berries were fresh, perfectly ripe. I ate one. It was sweet and delicious.
That night, I added another entry to my private journal documenting every detail of the encounter. But I also started a new section—a log of interactions—because I knew somehow that this wouldn’t be the last time. I was right. Over the next three months, I encountered the creature six more times. Never at the same place, never at the same time of day, but always in roughly the same area of the forest, a territory of maybe four or five square miles around that hunting cabin.
The pattern that emerged was fascinating. The creature seemed to be monitoring my movements, keeping track of when and where I patrolled. Sometimes I’d hear it before I’d see it—that distinctive vocalization that I was beginning to recognize. Other times, I’d simply feel watched and would catch a glimpse of it, observing from a distance. I started bringing offerings every time I patrolled that area—apples, granola bars, sometimes sandwich leftovers for my lunch. I’d leave them on stumps or rocks in places where I’d seen signs of the creature’s presence.
They were always gone by my next patrol, and the creature left things in return. Not every time, but often enough that I recognized it as intentional. Interesting stones, pine cones arranged in small piles, once a perfect set of deer antlers it must have found. But the real breakthrough came in June of that year.
I had arrived at one of our usual meeting spots, a small clearing near a creek that ran through the forest. I’d brought a bag full of apples, some carrots, and a large salmon I’d caught that morning in the Columbia River. I was arranging the food on a flat rock when I heard the now familiar sound of heavy footfalls approaching. The creature emerged from the treeline, but this time it wasn’t alone. My heart nearly stopped. Behind the large male I’d been meeting with—who I had determined was male based on its size and build—was a smaller figure, still large by human standards, maybe seven feet tall, with slightly reddish-brown fur instead of dark brown.
It hung back, partially hidden behind the larger creature, watching me with obvious nervousness. “You brought someone,” I said softly, keeping my voice calm despite my racing pulse. The larger creature—who I’d started thinking of as Old Jack—made a series of soft vocalizations toward the smaller one. It sounded almost like encouragement or reassurance. The communication between them was clear, even if I couldn’t understand the specifics.
Slowly, Old Jack approached the rock where I laid out the food. He picked up the salmon, his favorite, but instead of eating it or taking it away, he turned and offered it to the smaller creature. A female, I realized, watching the interaction. His mate perhaps, or a sibling. She approached cautiously, eyes never leaving me. When she was about fifteen feet away, Old Jack made another soft sound, and she quickly took the salmon from his hands and retreated back toward the treeline. But she didn’t leave entirely. She stayed at the edge of the clearing, watching as Old Jack gathered up some of the apples and carrots.
Before he left, Old Jack did something he’d never done before. He sat down right there in the clearing, about twenty feet from where I stood. He began eating one of the apples, watching me as he did so. I understood what he was doing. He was showing the female that I was safe, that this human could be trusted. It was the most profound gesture of trust he’d shown me yet.
I sat down too on a log on my side of the clearing, and we ate together in companionable silence while I munched on an energy bar from my pack and he worked through three apples. The female eventually ventured close enough to grab a few carrots before retreating again. That day marked a turning point. Over the following months, I met the female several more times. She was more skittish than Old Jack, always keeping her distance. But she was getting used to my presence, and I began to understand something profound: these creatures had a social structure—relationships, possibly even families.

The Threat
As 1987 turned into 1988 and then 1989, my relationship with Old Jack deepened in ways I never could have anticipated. He began showing me things, not just accepting food, but actually trying to communicate more complex ideas. One day in the fall of 1989, he led me deeper into the forest than I’d ever gone in that area. I followed at a respectful distance, curious but cautious. We walked for maybe twenty minutes before we came to a small cave, barely visible behind a curtain of hanging moss and ferns. Old Jack stopped at the entrance and gestured toward it.
An unmistakable look of “this is my home.” I approached slowly and peered inside. The cave was small, maybe ten feet deep, but dry and sheltered. And inside were things that made my breath catch. Carefully arranged piles of food—nuts, dried berries, roots—a bed of soft ferns and moss. And most startling of all, tools. Crude, but unmistakable rocks that had been shaped for specific purposes. Sticks worn smooth from use.
“This is your home,” I said, looking back at Old Jack. “You’re showing me where you live.” He made a soft sound, one I’d come to recognize as affirmation. But there was something else in his eyes, something that looked almost like vulnerability. He was trusting me with his most vital secret—where he was most vulnerable, where he kept his supplies.
I backed away from the cave entrance immediately. “Thank you for showing me,” I said. “I won’t tell anyone, and I’ll never come here without you.” You have my word.
Over the next several visits, Old Jack revealed more. He showed me other signs he’d found in the forest over the years—spent bullet casings, broken equipment, places where others of his kind had been hunted. He led me to a hidden valley deeper in the mountains where he said others sometimes gathered—a sanctuary of sorts, though he showed me it was getting harder to reach as roads and development crept closer.
He showed me photographs—yes, photographs. Hidden away in a waterproof container in his cave were old newspaper clippings and photos that he’d collected over the years. Evidence of his kind being hunted, being displayed as trophies, being treated as monsters instead of the intelligent, peaceful beings they were. The clippings were from the 1960s and ‘70s, yellow with age—headlines about Bigfoot hunting expeditions and Sasquatch bounties, photos of men with guns grinning as they posed in the forest. Some of the articles described creatures that had been killed, though the bodies were always mysteriously lost or confiscated by authorities.
“They’ve been hunting you for sport,” I said, looking at the evidence he’d carefully preserved. “For trophies, for proof, for money.” He nodded, then showed me something else—gestures indicating capture, cages, laboratories. Some of his kind hadn’t just been hunted and killed; they’d been captured, taken alive. He didn’t know where or by whom, but he knew it had happened. The fear of it was passed down through the remaining families—a terror that kept them nocturnal, kept them silent, kept them hidden.
The Decision to Protect
I understood then why Bill Henderson had reacted the way he did all those years ago when he’d seen my first report. Why he’d told me some things didn’t make it into official records. He’d known. Maybe he’d even seen evidence himself. The government—or parts of it—knew these creatures existed. And for reasons I could only guess at—to prevent panic, to protect corporate interests, to maintain control over the narrative—they kept it secret. And in that secrecy, Bigfoot had no protection, no rights, no acknowledgment of their existence that might make killing them murder instead of just an unusual form of hunting.
“I’ll protect you,” I promised Old Jack again, but this time with full understanding of what I was protecting them from. “I’ll keep your secret. I’ll watch over your territory, and I’ll teach Little Jack to be careful, to be hidden, to survive.” He touched my shoulder again, that same gentle gesture. Then he gathered up the newspaper clippings and photos, carefully placing them back in their waterproof container—evidence of a genocide that no one acknowledged, proof of a species being systematically eliminated while the world pretended they didn’t exist.
As I left the forest that day, I felt the weight of what I’d learned crushing down on me. For seventeen years, I’d been feeding a friend, building a relationship I treasured. But I’d been naive about what that friendship meant. In the larger context, Old Jack hadn’t just been accepting my food and company. He’d been teaching me, preparing me to understand, making sure that at least one human knew the truth so that maybe, somehow, that truth wouldn’t die with him and his kind.
I drove home in silence, my mind racing with questions I couldn’t answer. How many were left? How long before they were gone entirely? What could one forest ranger possibly do against the forces that had been hunting them for generations? But I knew one thing for certain: I would do whatever I could for Old Jack, for Sarah, for Little Jack, and for whatever others remained hidden in the deep forests. They deserve to exist. They deserve to be left in peace.
The Consequences
The years moved on, quiet but heavy. I never spoke of Old Jack’s story—not to my wife, not to my closest co-workers, not even to Bill in his final years on duty. It wasn’t just secrecy for secrecy’s sake. I understood now that speaking their truth carelessly could mean extinction. One wrong word, and someone with the wrong intentions could trace my patrol logs, investigate the region, and destroy everything they had left.
By the time 2010 arrived, I had spent twenty-four years guarding that family. Twenty-four years of meeting the same towering figure beneath the cedars, of exchanging offerings, of watching Little Jack grow from a curious child into a poised young adult. Her fur darkened to a deep russet, and she moved with a confidence that could only come from parents who taught her every hidden trail, every freshwater pool, every scent carried by the wind.
I watched her learn to fish in the Lewis River, just as I’d seen children learn to ride bikes. She slipped silently between mossy rocks, catching salmon with motions so fluid they felt rehearsed, like art passed down through generations. Old Jack watched from the riverbank, chest forward, proud. Sometimes he’d glance toward me as if making sure I was seeing what he saw—proof that his lineage continued despite everything that had tried to erase them.
But every year, I saw more evidence of intrusion. More than once, I convinced hikers to try a different trail, inventing closures or safety hazards to keep them away. A few times, I intercepted hunters setting up blinds too close to Old Jack’s territory. I confiscated equipment, wrote tickets, even threatened to report them for poaching when no laws technically covered what they were doing.
But every year, the pressure mounted. The forest felt smaller, more compromised. Old Jack grew more tense. Sometimes he’d bring me branches snapped cleanly in half, his signal that strangers had been near. Other times he would show me impressions in the mud—bootprints—and look at me with that same haunted fear that first surfaced when he showed me his scars.

The Final Encounter
One late autumn night, I heard him before I saw him. I’d been hiking in dense fog, headlights from my truck cutting into the quiet. His call came from somewhere beyond the creek, low and trembling. I had never heard him sound afraid for himself, only for others. I hurried toward the sound. The forest was unusually silent—no owls, no insects, just mist and the quiet hum of distant river water.
Old Jack emerged from behind a cluster of Douglas firs, shoulders tense, posture braced. He motioned for me to follow urgently. I’d seen this once before, the day he showed me Little Jack for the first time. My chest tightened. Something was wrong.
We hiked for nearly twenty minutes, deeper than I’d ever gone without his guidance. Even in the fog, he moved confidently, checking behind him often to be sure I kept up. Finally, we reached a clearing I didn’t recognize. There, seated on the ground, was Sarah. Her usually bright eyes looked dull, unfocused. She leaned against a fallen log, breathing shallowly, fur clinging to her side where blood, dark and already drying, matted through.
My stomach dropped. She had been shot. Old Jack lowered himself beside her, making soft, rhythmic sounds—reassurance, comfort. Little Jack knelt on the other side, her huge hands trembling as she tried to clean the wound with soaked moss. I took careful steps forward. “I’m here. I’m here,” I whispered, though I knew my words meant little. Still, Old Jack looked at me with something desperate in his eyes, pleading.
I knelt, examining the wound without touching. The bullet had grazed through muscle, high enough to miss organs but low enough to slow her to a crawl. A hunting round still lodged deep. Sarah exhaled a soft noise that sounded almost like apology. Little Jack’s hand brushed her cheek, and in the dim fog-filtered moonlight, I understood I wasn’t just witnessing injury. I was witnessing fear—fear anchored in history. Fear of a cycle repeating.
Whoever had done this was close, and they would return. I didn’t have medical tools. Not out here. And even if I had, I’d never done more than assist veterinarians in the park with tranquilized bears and elk. But I knew infection. I knew wounds. I knew painfully that standard help was not an option. “I need to clean it,” I murmured. Old Jack lowered his head in acknowledgment.
I fetched my canteen, soaked a cloth, and began carefully cleaning the matted fur just to see the extent of bleeding. Sarah trembled with each pass. I spoke softly, keeping my tone steady. Little Jack watched every movement, absorbing, learning. The round was still deep. I didn’t dare extract it. Not with my hands. Not here. Removing it could kill her faster.
“We have to keep it clean,” I said, unsure whether I was reassuring them or myself. I cleaned the wound as best I could, pouring antiseptic over it, which caused a roar that shook dust from the mine ceiling, and wrapped the leg in bandages. The creature watched every move I made with those intelligent eyes. When I finished, I sat back on my heels, exhausted. “You can’t stay here,” I said. “It’s too cold, too exposed.”
The Escape
The mineshaft goes back about half a mile and opens into some natural caverns. My grandfather showed them to me when I was a kid. There’s running water back there. It stays warmer, and nobody ever goes that deep. You’ll be safe.
I helped the creature stand. It was even more massive upright, towering over my six-foot frame. Together, moving slowly because of its injured leg, we made our way deeper into the mineshaft, past the staging area, past the old equipment and collapsed side tunnels, into the section where the man-made shaft connected with natural limestone caverns that had existed for thousands of years.
The caverns opened up into a space the size of a small house. Water dripped from stalactites overhead, collecting in a clear pool at the back. The temperature was warmer here, protected from the outside weather. It was perfect.
The creature settled onto a flat section of stone, its breathing easier now that it wasn’t exposed to the freezing wind. I spread my blanket over it, which looked ridiculous given its size, but the creature pulled the fabric close, seeming to appreciate the gesture.
I’ll come back tomorrow, I said. Bring more food, more bandages. You just rest. I left the mineshaft as dawn was breaking, my mind spinning with what I had just done. I had helped something that shouldn’t exist, something that every hunting story and campfire tale said was dangerous, deadly, something to be feared and avoided. But what I’d seen in that cavern wasn’t a monster. It was an intelligent being in pain, and I’d made a choice to help rather than harm.
That was the first night—the beginning of fifty years of secrecy that would eventually cost me everything. I visited the creature every day for the next three weeks. I’d bring food, fresh water, and jugs, clean bandages. The wound on its leg was healing, the infection receding thanks to the antibiotics I’d managed to get from a veterinarian friend under the pretense of treating a large dog.
The creature and I developed a routine. I’d arrive in the morning, announce myself so I wouldn’t startle it, and enter the cavern to check on the injury and leave supplies. At first, the creature just watched me work. Then, slowly, it started responding