That day, I was driving to kill my future. Not because I wanted to, but because my boyfriend Brandon had convinced me that otherwise we’d drown in debt. I was already sitting in my old car, tears streaming down my cheeks, when I reached for my bag to check the appointment one more time and realized I’d left my ID at home.
And if it weren’t for that stupid accident, if I hadn’t turned the car around and checked the mailbox, I would never have known that my childless great-aunt, whom I considered almost a myth, had prepared a completely different fate for me and my unborn child. One with no room for fear and despair. My name is Ashley, I’m 28 years old, and for the last two years, my life has felt like an endless treadmill.
Two jobs: cashier at the supermarket during the day, cleaning offices at night, a rented apartment on the outskirts where rusty water dripped from the faucet, and an eternal feeling of exhaustion so deep that sometimes I’d fall asleep fully clothed, unable to make it to bed. And there was Brandon beside me; we met three years ago, and back then he seemed reliable and strong. He spoke beautifully about the future, about how we’d overcome everything, how he’d find a good job and we’d live like normal people.
But time passed, and Brandon kept bouncing between temp gigs, blaming his failures on the economy, unfair bosses, or just a bad mood. I believed him, I pulled us both along, cooked dinners from scraps, and mended his only pair of jeans, hoping things would turn around soon. When I saw the two lines on the test, my first reaction was a quiet, almost frightened joy.
Finally, there’d be meaning in my gray life, a little ray of light. But that joy faded that same evening when I saw Brandon’s face. He didn’t yell, no.
He was a master of quiet, draining pressure. That evening, he sat across from me in the kitchen, took my hands in his, and started speaking in his soft, persuasive voice. «Ashley, honey, you know we can’t afford this.
Where would we put a kid right now? We’re buried in debt. Rent to pay, loans for the appliances. Do you want our baby growing up in poverty, watching his parents count every penny? Is that fair to him?» Each word was like a small, precise stab.
He painted pictures of our joyless future. A crying, hungry infant, me exhausted and aged, him broken by the unbearable burden. «Let’s get on our feet first,» he said, looking straight into my eyes.
«Buy our own place, I’ll find steady work, and then, then we’ll have kids—not one, but two, three, as many as you want. But now, honey, it’s just irresponsible. I’m saying this because I love you and I’m thinking of our future together.»
And I gave in. His logic seemed ironclad, and my timid hope felt foolish and selfish. The next week, I walked around in a fog.
Brandon surrounded me with fake care, bringing tea, letting me off night shifts, booking me at a private clinic himself so it would be quick and painless. That care suffocated me. I felt less like a loved woman and more like a problem to be solved fast.
That morning, he woke me earlier than usual. Coffee and a sandwich that wouldn’t go down were already on the table. «Eat up, you need your strength,» he said, laying money on the table.
I stared at those bills, and they felt like payment for betraying myself. The whole drive to the clinic, I was silent, gripping the wheel of my old car. Brandon didn’t come with me, claiming an urgent work meeting.
I knew he was lying; he just didn’t want to be there for it, didn’t want to see my tears or dirty his conscience. He wanted the result and to move on like before. Inside, everything went numb.
I was alone. Completely alone in the world. The clinic was in the city center, in a quiet old building.
I parked around the corner, turned off the engine, and sat for a few minutes, staring at nothing. Tears dripped onto my jeans again. I placed my hand on my belly.
There was life there. My tiny secret, unwanted by anyone but me. «Forgive me, baby,» I whispered into the void.
Gathering my last bit of will, I reached for the bag on the passenger seat. I needed to grab the folder with documents and tests. I opened the bag, rummaged, and found nothing.
My mind cleared slowly. The folder. The blue plastic one.
Where was it? I clearly remembered packing it last night: ID, insurance card, all the papers from the consultations. And I’d left it. Left it on the hall table.
First reaction: dull irritation at my own scatterbrain. How could I forget the most important thing? But right after that irritation came another wave, completely unexpected. A wave of relief.
So huge it took my breath away. I had a reason. I had a reprieve…
I turned the car so sharply the tires squealed. The drive home felt half as long. I wasn’t crying anymore.
I just drove, following some inner impulse. Thoughts tangled in my head. What would I tell the clinic? That I changed my mind? Or just reschedule? And what about Brandon? That thought was the heaviest.
I pictured his face again, his logical arguments, his quiet pressure. And for the first time in days, I felt not despair, but anger. Anger at him, at his weakness masked as care.
And at myself for letting him break me so easily. I pulled into our sleepy driveway and parked in the usual spot. I didn’t want to go up to the apartment.
That meant sinking back into hopelessness. Getting out of the car, I absently stuck my hand into our old, dented mailbox. Usually, it was just bills and junk mail.
But today, my fingers hit something thick and unusually heavy. I pulled out a large envelope of expensive cream paper. In calligraphic script, it had my address and name.
In the corner was a law firm’s stamp, and the sender’s name made me go cold. Matilda Hawthorne. My great-aunt.
A woman I hadn’t seen in almost 20 years and thought long gone from this world. I stood in the middle of the driveway, clutching this heavy, fancy envelope, unable to move. Matilda Hawthorne, my grandmother’s cousin.
In my memory, she was a vague, almost fairy-tale figure from deep childhood. A tall, stern woman with gray hair in a tight bun and piercing but not mean eyes—more sad. I’d seen her only once, when I was about seven, at my grandmother’s funeral.
She spoke to almost no one, kept to herself, and Mom whispered not to go near her, saying Aunt Matilda had a tough personality. And now, after 20 years, she appeared from nowhere in this letter from a law firm. My heart pounded in my throat, fingers chilled as if it were winter, not a warm fall day.
I slowly climbed the stairs but didn’t go into our apartment. I sat right on the cold steps in the hallway, like I did as a kid when I wanted to hide from the world. My hands shook so much I could barely tear the envelope.
The paper was thick, with watermarks, tearing with a noble crunch. Inside were two sheets. The first, printed on official letterhead with a seal at the bottom.
It was a notary’s notice, dry and formal. It stated that Hawthorne Matilda, my great-aunt, had passed away two weeks ago at age 89, and per her last will and testament, all her property—a three-bedroom apartment in the old city center, a country house with land, and all bank account funds—passed fully to me. I reread those lines several times, but my brain refused to process them.
This couldn’t be. Some mistake, a ridiculous joke. We never communicated; she didn’t even know I existed, I was sure.
Why me? I set aside the official sheet and took the second. It was handwritten in faded blue ink, in an angular script I vaguely remembered from a signature on an old card. It was her letter.
Hello, Ashley dear, it began. If you’re reading this, I’m already gone. Don’t grieve for me.
I’ve lived a long, though very lonely life. Forgive me for never seeking you out. After your grandmother’s death, my only kin, I walled myself off from the world.
I thought it would be easier. Now I see what self-deception that was. Old age isn’t scary for wrinkles, but for the silence in a house where no one awaits your call.
I know you’re going through a hard time now. Don’t ask how. Old lonely women have ways of hearing news about those they care for.
I know you’re strong; you’re our Hawthorne stock. But even the strongest need help sometimes. I couldn’t become a mother; that’s my greatest pain and mistake.
And I want my departure to be the start of your new life. I’m leaving you everything I have. It’s not much, but enough so you’ll never fear tomorrow.
I have just one request, not a condition, but an old woman’s dream. I know you’re carrying new life under your heart. Save it, please…
Give this child the chance I never had. And if it’s a girl, I’d be over the moon if you named her after me, Matilda, in my memory. Let at least one little Matilda in this world be happy.
Hugs, your great-aunt. I finished the letter and leaned my head against the cold, peeling hallway wall. Tears streamed down my cheeks, but these weren’t tears of despair and hopelessness like an hour ago in the car.
This was something else—a mix of shock, grief for a stranger who turned out to be family, and an overwhelming, dizzying sense of freedom. As if an unbearable weight I’d carried for years was lifted from my shoulders. Debts, loans, fear of not paying rent, humiliating work for pennies.
All that suddenly vanished, dissolved like a bad dream. I reread her handwritten lines again and again. «Save it, please.»
She knew. Somehow, this lonely old woman, shut in her city-center apartment, knew more about me than I thought. She knew my problems and my child.
And she didn’t judge, didn’t lecture; she just extended a hand from beyond. I placed my palm on my belly again. Little Matilda, my daughter.
In my memory flashed that one day I saw her. After the funeral, everyone gathered in Grandma’s small apartment. It was noisy, crowded, smelling of food and grief.
And Aunt Matilda sat in the corner, in an old chair, straight as a string, staring out the window. Seven-year-old me approached out of curiosity. She turned her head, her sad eyes examining me closely.
She didn’t smile, but her gaze warmed. Silently, she pulled from her antique purse a small, time-darkened silver spoon engraved with «M» and handed it to me. «For you,» she said in a quiet, creaky voice.
For your first tooth, even if late. Mom took it away later, saying it wasn’t right to accept gifts on such a day, and stashed it somewhere. But I remembered.
Remembered her dry, cool hand and the sense of something important, real. She’d remembered me all these years. Thought of me and in her final hour cared not for someone else, but for me and my unborn daughter.
The apartment door slammed, and Brandon appeared on the landing. He was in a good mood, whistling a tune. Seeing me on the steps with a tear-streaked face, he frowned, but his voice held no sympathy, only annoyance.
«What are you doing sitting here? I thought you’d be at the clinic by now. Something happen? Traffic?» He came closer, his gaze sliding to the envelope in my hands. «What’s that?» he asked, suspicion creeping in.
I stood silently, feeling everything inside freeze into ice. «I didn’t go,» I said quietly. «Forgot the documents.» Brandon rolled his eyes.
«Ashley, come on, we agreed, I set it all up, paid—I mean, gave you the money—what’s this childish behavior? You should’ve gone back and driven again, what were you waiting for?» His words no longer hurt. I looked at him as if seeing him for the first time. This handsome but weak man, so afraid of responsibility he’d convince me to do the worst thing in my life.
«I don’t need it anymore,» I said evenly and handed him the letter. Not the personal one, but the official notary notice. He snatched it with unconcealed irritation.
«What the…» he started and went silent. I watched his face. It was like frames changing in a movie.
First confusion, then disbelief. He squinted, rereading the first line. Then his eyes widened.
He scanned to the end, then back to the start. His mouth opened slightly. «Three-bedroom apartment, country house, all bank funds,» he whispered, disbelieving.
He looked up at me, and there was no joy for me, no sympathy for my relative’s death. His eyes burned with greed. «Is this… real?» he breathed.
I nodded silently. And then the transformation. Brandon’s face lit up with a wide, ecstatic smile.
He rushed to me, scooped me up, and spun me around the landing. «Ashley, honey, this is… this is a miracle! We’re rich! You get it, we’re rich!» He set me down and fixed his gaze on my belly. His eyes shone with mad delight.
«So you didn’t do it! You’re so smart! I’m so happy, so happy! Of course we’ll keep the baby. I’ve always dreamed of being a dad, you know. It was just circumstances.
But now… now everything’s changed. We’ll buy him the best stroller, the prettiest crib. Anything he wants!» He babbled nonstop, breathlessly painting our new luxurious life.
He was already mentally selling Aunt Matilda’s house, buying a fancy car, planning a beach vacation. And in this flood of excited words, not one mention of my feelings, not one question about how I was. I stood watching this complete stranger.
Just this morning, I’d loved him, excused his weaknesses, believed his words. Now I felt only icy emptiness. Everything fell into place with horrifying clarity…
It wasn’t about the child. The child was never the problem for him. Poverty was.
He wasn’t afraid of responsibility for a little person. He was afraid of financial hardship. And as soon as easy money loomed, his fear vanished instantly.
My child turned from an unbearable burden into a lucky ticket. A ticket to the life Brandon always dreamed of. Life without worries or effort, at someone else’s expense.
And me, and our future daughter, were just means to that end. A condition to fulfill for the grand prize. Listen, what about conditions? He suddenly remembered, snapping from his daydreams.
Anything in the letter about conditions? I slowly pulled out the second letter, the personal one. She asked, if it’s a girl, to name her Matilda. Brandon grimaced.
Matilda? What a dumb name, like a poodle? Oh well, details. We can call her something else at home. Mattie, maybe.
Main thing, name her officially so no one can nitpick. We gotta call that notary ASAP. Tomorrow morning, I’ll take the day off.
He bustled again, eyes darting, full of energy and plans. And I watched him, knowing our shared story was over. Over here, on this dirty landing, the moment he smiled reading about my inheritance. In his new wonderful world, there was no place for me. Or my daughter.
I said nothing to him; I had no strength to argue or prove anything. I just silently entered the apartment, went to my room, and closed the door. Brandon yelled something from the kitchen about ordering pizza to celebrate, but his voice reached me as if through water.
I sat on the bed and looked at the official sheet again. At the bottom, under the seal and signature, was the law firm’s phone number. I knew what I’d do tomorrow morning.
It would be my first step, a step into a new life. A life where I’d make my own decisions. A life where the main person for me would be the little girl sleeping now under my heart.
My daughter. My Matilda. And in this life, there was no place for Brandon.
All night I lay awake, staring at the ceiling where shadows danced from streetlights. Beside me, Brandon slept soundly, peacefully, smiling occasionally in his sleep.
I knew what his dreams were about. Money, fancy cars, a carefree life that fell from the sky so suddenly. He didn’t even get that it fell on me, not him.
In his world, we were one, especially when it came to my income. I listened to his even breathing and felt an icy wall growing between us, a chasm too wide to jump. I felt no love or pity for him anymore, just cold, detached understanding.
In the morning, I had to act fast and decisively, before he could wrap me in his web of fake care again. My plan was simple. Pack essentials, call the notary, and vanish.
Vanish from this apartment, this life, his greedy plans. I got up as soon as gray dawn broke outside. On tiptoe, I went to the kitchen and poured water.
My hands no longer shook. Inside was a strange, ringing emptiness and resolve hard as steel. I found an old gym bag in the closet and silently packed my things.
A couple jeans, some sweaters, underwear, makeup bag. I took nothing we’d bought together. I needed nothing reminding me of him.
Each item packed was a step away from the past. Here’s the sweater I bought with my first night-shift paycheck. And the book I reread dozens of times in my hardest moments.
These were shards of my own separate life. And now I was gathering them to build something new. When the bag was almost ready, I pulled out that same blue folder with documents that saved me yesterday.
My ID, my insurance, my future. Beside it, I placed Aunt Matilda’s two letters. These were my armor.
At exactly nine, when I was dressed and ready to leave, I dialed the law firm. A male voice on the other end, polite and a bit tired, introduced himself. Notary Victor Peterson, at your service.
Stammering with nerves, I gave my name and mentioned the letter from Hawthorne Matilda. Ah, Ashley, hello. The voice warmed instantly.
I’ve been expecting your call. Matilda was very concerned her will be executed precisely. You got both letters.
I confirmed. Excellent, then I await you today. Come anytime before five.
I’ll give you the apartment keys and all documents for inheritance entry. It’ll take time, but you can live in the apartment starting today. Matilda arranged that too.
His calm, businesslike words only strengthened my resolve. It was real. Not a dream.
I had a home. A real home. I hung up, and at that moment, Brandon appeared in the kitchen doorway.
Sleepy, stretching, but already with a predatory smile. «Good morning, my rich fiancee,» he sang, trying to hug me. I pulled away…
His smile faded. «What’s wrong? Moody already? I didn’t sleep all night, making plans. Listen, I think sell the country house first.
Why do we need it? Invest in business. I’ve always wanted my own auto shop, remember?» He talked only about himself, his wants again. He didn’t even ask how I felt, what I planned.
I looked at him and said calmly. «Brandon, I’m leaving.» He froze for a second, then laughed.
«Good joke. You pouting over the name? Fine, we won’t use it. Name her something pretty, put Matilda on papers.
What’s the difference?» He clearly didn’t get it. He thought it was a game, a whim. «Not a joke,» I repeated, looking him in the eyes.
«I’m leaving you. Right now.» I grabbed my bag by the door.
Only now he noticed it. His face changed. Laughter gone, replaced by confusion, then fear.
But not fear of losing me. Animal fear of losing money. «What do you mean leaving? Where? You crazy? Ashley! We’re family! We’re having a kid!» He grabbed my arm, fingers squeezing my wrist too hard.
«I’m having a kid,» I corrected, freeing my hand. «You have nothing to do with it. You rejected it yourself yesterday morning.»
His face twisted. «But… I didn’t know! Everything’s changed! I love this kid! I love you! Ashley! Don’t be stupid! It’s hormones, I get it! Let’s sit, have tea, discuss like adults!» He tried manipulating again, old tricks. But they didn’t work anymore.
«Nothing to discuss, Brandon! I saw everything yesterday! Saw who you really are! I don’t want my daughter growing up near someone like you!» I headed for the exit. He blocked the door. His old confidence was gone.
Now he looked pathetic. «Ashley! Please, don’t go!» he whined. «What’ll I do without you? I’ll be lost! I’ll change, I swear! Get a job! Take care of you! Just don’t leave now, when we have this chance!» Chance.
There it was, the key word. Not when we’re having a kid, but when we have a chance. I silently stepped around him and opened the front door.
«Those are my money too!» he suddenly yelled at my back. His voice cracked. «You can’t just leave with them! We lived together! It’s joint property!» I turned and looked at him with cold disgust.
«It’s inheritance, Brandon. And it’s mine. Goodbye now!» I left the apartment and slammed the door, cutting off his yells and pleas.
I felt no gloating, no relief. Just emptiness. The notary’s office was quiet, smelling of old books and good coffee.
Victor Peterson was an elderly, refined man with kind eyes behind glasses. He spoke softly and respectfully, explaining each document point. He said Matilda had been his client for years.
She had a tough fate but a huge heart, he said, handing me a bundle of heavy antique keys. She wanted this inheritance in reliable hands, bringing happiness. She believed in you, Ashley.
His words warmed me. Someone believed in me. Believed enough to entrust her whole estate and last dream.
I signed all papers, and Victor handed me a folder. Here, all ownership documents and keys. You know the address.
The apartment is fully yours. I left the office, clutching the folder and keys tightly. They were heavy.
The weight of my new life. Aunt Matilda’s home was in the heart of the old town. I’d passed it many times, admiring the molding on the facade and massive oak doors.
I never imagined entering as owner. The lobby greeted me with cool marble steps and a wide staircase with wrought-iron rails. No comparison to my old place with graffiti walls and stinking trash chute.
I went to the third floor and found the door. Upholstered in dark leather with a shiny brass plaque: Hawthorne M. I inserted the largest key. It turned with a dull, solid click.
I pushed the door and froze on the threshold. Afternoon sun rays pierced in, lighting dust motes dancing in the air. It smelled faintly familiar and cozy: lavender, wax, old books.
This wasn’t just an apartment; it was a world. Huge living room with high ceiling, heavy velvet curtains, floor-to-ceiling bookcases filled with leather-bound volumes, massive dark wood desk, deep comfortable armchairs. Everything spoke of dignity, peace, unhurried life, so unlike my endless survival race.
I walked the rooms slowly. Bedroom with huge bed under lace canopy, study with antique maps on walls, bright spacious kitchen with real porcelain in glass cabinet. No modern appliances or trendy furniture, but soul.
The hostess’s soul, who loved her home. I felt her presence in every detail: embroidered napkin on dresser, sheet music on piano, old photos in silver frames. On the living room mantel, I saw it.
A small, elegant box of birch wood. My heart skipped. I approached and carefully opened the lid.
Inside, on faded blue velvet, lay it: my silver spoon engraved «M.» The very one Aunt Matilda gave me 20 years ago. She’d kept it.
All these years, she’d preserved this spoon as a reminder of the little girl, her only grand-niece. I took it in my hands. The cold metal warmed in my palm.
And at that moment, I knew I was home. Truly home. For the first time in my adult life, I felt completely safe.
I wasn’t alone. I had my Aunt Matilda, her memory, her home. And I had my little Matilda, living quietly inside me….
I sat in one deep armchair, pressed the spoon to my chest, and cried. Tears of gratitude and peace. My phone vibrated in my pocket.
I pulled it out. Ten missed calls from Brandon. And a message full of curses and threats.
I looked at his name on the screen, then at this quiet, sunlit room. And without regret, hit «Block.» His world couldn’t reach me anymore.
The first few days in Aunt Matilda’s apartment felt like a dream. I’d wake in the huge bed under the lace canopy and for seconds not know where I was. Then remember, and a wave of quiet, almost childlike delight washed over me. I’d wander rooms, touching things, guessing their stories.
In one poetry volume in the library, I found a pressed edelweiss flower. In a vanity drawer, an antique dragonfly brooch with enamel wings. Each item was not just a thing, but a piece of a life I barely knew, but which saved me.
I’d sit hours in the deep chair by the window, hand on belly, just watching the city. I felt the tension I’d lived with for years slowly release. I started sleeping well, got my appetite back, even hummed softly while dusting porcelain figurines.
I knew the calm wouldn’t last, and I was right. On the fourth day, my old phone, left on for emergency contact with ex-colleagues, rang with an unknown number. I answered.
It was the supermarket manager, her voice irritated. «Ashley, where are you? You missed your shift, no warning? Your, uh, boyfriend came in.
He’s demanding to see you. Says you stole from him and ran off. He’s yelling in the store, scaring customers.
Come deal with him. Problems because of you.» My heart skipped.
Brandon. I couldn’t imagine he’d stoop to this, showing up at my job for a public scene. Shame flushed my cheeks, but I composed myself.
My voice sounded surprisingly calm and firm. «Irina, I don’t work there anymore. Tell him if he doesn’t leave, I’ll call the police.
I’ll mail my resignation today. Sorry for the trouble.» I hung up and shook.
Not from fear, but rage and humiliation. He tried painting me as a thief, a crazy who fled with his cash. He wanted to ruin my reputation, grind me down to force me back.
I went to the window and took deep breaths. «He’s not scary anymore,» I said aloud. «He’s in the past; you have a future.»
To prove it, I sat at Aunt Matilda’s massive desk, found blank paper and a fancy gold-nib pen. In clear, steady script, I wrote my resignation. No explanations, just facts.
Done, I dressed, took the envelope, and left. I needed the post office. Needed this act to burn the bridges for good.
Returning home after mailing it, feeling another heavy chain dropped, I met an elderly woman in the lobby. Short, with neat gray hair and lively, clear eyes. She eyed me head to toe, attentive but not judging.
«Good day,» she said in a surprisingly soft voice. «You must be Ashley, the new owner of Matilda’s apartment?» I nodded, surprised. «Yes, that’s me. And you?» «Anna Brown,» she introduced.
«Matilda and I were friends over forty years, lived on the same floor.» She paused, then added. She talked about you a lot lately, worried so much.
My breath caught. Someone else knew, witnessed her care. «Would you like to come for tea?» Anna offered suddenly.
«I baked apple pie. Not good for a young mom to snack on the go.» She said «young mom» so simply, I couldn’t refuse.
Her apartment was the opposite of Aunt Matilda’s. Small, very cozy, with flowers on sills, knitted doilies, cinnamon smell. We sat at a small round kitchen table; Anna poured fragrant herbal tea.
Matilda was reserved, she began, slicing pie. Many thought her proud, but no. Tough fate.
Young, she loved a pilot. They planned marriage, but he died in a test flight. She was left alone, pregnant.
Anna sighed. Back then, scandal; parents turned away, forced her to end it. She never forgave herself.
Said she traded happiness for a good name no one needed. After, she shut everyone out, transferred unspent love to your grandma, then you, from afar. I listened, breathless.
Now I understood. Understood the depth of her letter request. Not a whim.
Her attempt to fix her youth’s mistake. Through me, give chance to that other unborn girl. She followed your life as she could, Anna continued.
Through distant acquaintances, relatives. Knew it was hard for you. Knew about your guy.
She grimaced disgustedly. Said weak man, no support, he’ll ruin the girl. She feared you’d repeat her mistake…
When she learned she was dying, she set everything up to give you choice freedom. So you could decide without money or others’ opinions. Tears welled, but I held back.
I had to be strong. For Aunt Matilda. We talked over an hour.
Anna was amazingly wise and tactful. No prying, but support in every word. As I left, she looked closely and said, «You’re pale, dear.
Need a good doctor. Not regular clinic where you’re just a number, but someone with soul. I know one, God-sent doctor.
She handled my granddaughter. Want her number?» She wrote on a napkin: Elena Fedor, say from me.
I thanked her heartily. This scrap of paper felt more valuable than inheritance docs.
Not just a referral. A thread to normal, caring people. Back in my quiet, sunlit apartment, I felt something in me change for good.
Fear of Brandon gone. Replaced by deep responsibility. Not just for me and child, but Matilda’s memory.
I was no longer circumstances’ victim. I was her will’s keeper. I went to the phone.
Fingers trembled a bit, but I dialed the number firmly. «Dr. Romano’s clinic, hello,» a pleasant female voice. «Hello,» I said, surprised at my calm tone.
«I’d like an appointment with Elena Fedor. I’m Ashley Hawthorne. Anna Brown recommended.» Silence for seconds, then warmer. «Of course, Ashley. For Anna’s friends, always time.
Tomorrow at eleven work?» I agreed. Hanging up, I went to the mantel and took the silver spoon again. No more tears; I smiled.
Yesterday, I thought inheritance was money and walls, poverty escape. But now I saw Aunt Matilda left more. She left protection.
Support in Anna. Choice possibility. And purpose—to raise my little Matilda happy.
For the first time in years, I knew clearly what I’d do tomorrow. And the next day. And the rest of my life.
I’ll put this spoon in the box and give it to my daughter for her first tooth. And tell her the story of a strong, lonely woman who even after death gave us both new life. Dr. Romano’s clinic was in a quiet alley, more like a cozy guest house than medical place.
Soft sofas in lobby, fresh flowers in vases, impressionist prints on walls. A smiling receptionist led me to the office.
Elena Fedor was an energetic woman about 50, with sharp yet very kind gray eyes. She didn’t bombard questions; first offered tea, gave minutes to settle. Her calm and empathy soothed.
She studied my thin folder of tests from the old clinic and gently said, «Well, Ashley, let’s meet your treasure.» The ultrasound was in such warmth I couldn’t imagine. Elena showed everything on screen, explaining: this tiny pulsing spot is your baby’s heart, these forming arms.
I watched the small foggy blob of life, tears of gratitude on my cheeks. «All good,» Elena smiled, handing a tissue. «About 10 weeks.
Baby developing right. Now main: rest, good food, no stress.» We returned to her desk; she filled my new chart.
Last name, first, middle, age—all clear. «Decided on baby’s name?» she asked warmly. «Yes,» I said, blushing.
«If a girl, I’ll name her Matilda.» Elena looked up. Her smile vanished, gaze deep, personal.
«Matilda?» she asked softly. «Matilda Hawthorne?» I nodded stunned. «How does she know?» «Your relative?» Elena’s voice trembled.
«My great-aunt,» I whispered. Elena set down her pen, removed glasses, looked at me like a ghost. «Lord!» she breathed. «So you’re that Ashley?» «Matilda wasn’t just my patient lately.
She was my friend. And she spoke of you. Worried so much.»
Turns out, learning her grim diagnosis, Aunt Matilda came to Elena not just for care, but advice. Told her whole story, about me, Brandon, fearing I’d, cornered by poverty, make irreversible mistake. «She asked me to find a reliable notary,» Elena said, voice full of admiration.
Wanted everything perfect, so no scoundrel could challenge her will. She planned every step, built you a fortress, Ashley, to protect you and this child. She said then, «I won’t be her support in life, so I’ll be after death.
She loved you very much.» I sat, stunned by this revelation. So all this—not random chain.
A carefully thought-out rescue plan. Born in a loving woman’s heart who couldn’t save herself once. I left the clinic a different person.
I didn’t just get inheritance; I got blessing. I felt unseen support from three women—Aunt Matilda, Anna, now Elena. I walked the street, smiling at thoughts, and suddenly saw him.
Brandon leaned against the wall across from the clinic. He looked awful: unshaven, gaunt, rumpled clothes. He’d been waiting.
Seeing me, he rushed over. «Ashley!» his voice hoarse. «I found you! Knew you’d be around here! Went to your job, they said you quit!» He tried grabbing my arm; I stepped back.
«What do you want, Brandon?» I asked calmly. No fear or hate in my voice, just weariness. «Ashley, come back! Please! I was a fool, realized everything, can’t without you!» He switched to whiny…
«No money, evicted from apartment, don’t know what to do!» I looked, felt no pity. «Your problems, Brandon. You chose this life.»
«But the money! It’s ours!» His face twisted in anger when pity failed. «I’m your common-law husband! Half is mine! Can’t just ditch me! I’ll sue!» He raised his voice; passersby turned. Before, I’d burn with shame, but now I just looked coldly.
«You have no rights!» I snapped. «Nothing to sue with, now get out of my way!» He stepped closer, eyes narrowing. «You!» he hissed, raising his hand. I didn’t back down, but he didn’t finish.
A sleek black car braked smoothly nearby; out stepped notary Victor Peterson. He was picking me up for the bank. «Young man!» he said in calm, weighty voice.
«I strongly advise against raising a hand on my client, or our talk will involve police.» The sight of a distinguished man in expensive suit from a luxury car sobered him instantly. He deflated like a popped balloon.
All aggression gone. He muttered something, glared angrily at me, hunched shoulders, and hurried away into the crowd. «You okay, Ashley?» Victor asked concerned, opening the car door.
«Yes,» I exhaled, sitting on soft leather. «Now yes, thanks.» «My job—to protect clients’ interests,» he said.
And Matilda asked me to watch over you. At the bank, I first saw exact figures. When the manager stated Aunt Matilda’s account sums, my head spun.
Not just comfortable living money; a universe of options. I could give my child best education, travel, do what I want. Never worry about money till payday again.
Victor helped with papers, gave financial advisor contacts. I felt like a movie heroine not fully grasping events. That evening, in my quiet living room, I still couldn’t believe. Told Anna everything; she teared up with joy. «See, dear, Matilda watches from there, guards you,» she said. «Forget that one; he won’t return.
Types like him fear strength and confidence.» We had tea; Anna suddenly asked. «Know Matilda had a country house too?» Said only there her soul truly rested.
«You should go, see. Different air, quiet. Best medicine now for you and baby.»
She brought an old velvet-covered photo album. I flipped through; saw photos. Small but cozy wooden house with carved shutters, drowning in greenery.
Huge rose bushes, apple trees, grapevines. And one photo: Aunt Matilda. Sitting in wicker chair on veranda, smiling.
Soft, a bit sad, but real smile. I looked at that photo; a decision ripened. I didn’t want to stay in the city, even in such a beautiful apartment.
I wanted there. Where my savior smiled. Where it smelled of apples and roses.
I wanted my daughter from birth to breathe that air, hear birdsong, not car noise. I wanted to build my nest there, in that garden. I closed the album.
No more doubts in my head. My path led out of town. I stood and went to the dresser where the key bundle from the notary lay.
Among them, one unlike others. Small, a bit rusty, like from a barn lock. I took it in hand.
It was warm. This wasn’t just a house key. It was the key to my real future.
I’d pack a small bag and drive there tomorrow morning. Toward quiet, garden, and a new, totally different life. The drive out of town felt like escaping to another reality.
The farther from noisy, dusty streets, the easier I breathed. City with grimy subways and tired pedestrian faces receded, giving way to golden fields and blue river ribbons. I drove, gripping that old key tightly, feeling like an explorer sailing to unknown but promised land.
I found the house easily, using Anna’s descriptions. It stood at the edge of a small, quiet village, hidden behind overgrown garden. Seeing it live, I realized photos captured only a fraction of its charm.
Cozy, a bit fairy-tale, with carved window frames and veranda twined in wild grape, like from an old book page. I shut off the engine and sat minutes, listening to silence broken only by birdsong and leaf rustle. This was peace silence, not loneliness.
The key turned with a creak. I pushed the heavy oak door and entered. Same smell as city apartment enveloped me…
Lavender, wood, something faintly floral. Cool and clean inside. Aunt Matilda must’ve come shortly before death, or someone tended it. Furniture covered in white sheets like ghosts. I walked rooms.
Small living room with tiled fireplace, kitchen with big wooden table and dried herb bundles from ceiling, upstairs bedroom with window to apple orchard. But biggest discovery at corridor end. Small room, only one uncovered.
It looked like a nursery. Against wall, tiny wooden crib with carved headboard, little table and chair, woven rug on floor. On shelf, old plush bear with one torn ear.
My breath caught. This was for her unborn child. Room she kept decades as shrine.
Monument to lost dream. I sat on floor by crib, leaned head against it. Here, in this room, I felt such strong connection to Aunt Matilda, stronger than in her city place.
I understood she left me not just houses and money. She passed her dream. Now my duty—to fill this room with child laughter.
That day, I made final decision. I’d stay here. Live in this house, tend this garden, raise my daughter where her great-aunt was truly happy.
Next months flew like one day. I settled in, unpacked, found new treasures. Herbarium albums, boxes of yellowed letters, cookbooks with margin notes.
Anna and Elena visited often, brought treats, advice. I met neighbors—simple, kind folks who accepted me as own. They shared garden veggies, taught stove lighting, told sweetest apples in orchard.
I walked lots, breathed clean air, felt stronger, calmer each day. Once, back from post office, I found a letter in mailbox. Cheap envelope, address in familiar bold script.
From Brandon. Wanted to toss unread, but something stopped. Sat on veranda, opened it.
Inside, single sheet torn from notebook. «Ashley,» he wrote. «I know no right to write.
Not asking money or forgiveness. Just want you to know. After you left, I raged weeks, hated you.
Then, then alone. In that empty apartment, everything reminding of you. And I got it.
Got I lost not money. Lost only person who truly loved me. I was coward, selfish.
Ruined your life, when fate gave you chance, tried ruining again. Don’t know if I can change, but want to try. Got steady job.
Simple, plumber at housing, but honest. Moved out, rent room. Just want you know I finally see what idiot I was.
Be happy, Ashley. You deserve it. Take care of baby.
I finished, sat silent long. No schadenfreude. Just quiet, light sadness.
And relief. He finally started his own hard path. I wished him luck from heart.
Burned letter in fireplace, fully releasing past. Winter passed unnoticed. Early spring, when snowdrops poked through garden snow, my daughter came.
My little Matilda. Born healthy, loud, with piercing eyes like her great-aunt’s. First months full of new cares and boundless joy.
I watched this tiny being snuffle in antique crib, knew my life brimmed with meaning. Anna became real grandma, Elena guardian angel. A year passed.
Our house filled with life. Garden bloomed roses I learned to plant from Matilda’s books. Veranda had playpen, toys scattered house-wide.
My little Mattie took first steps holding my fingers, babbled first words. I’d often sit with her on veranda, in that wicker chair, tell of strong wise woman she was named for. Woman who gave us this house, garden, happy quiet life.
And I knew she saw us. And smiled. That soft, a bit sad, but real smile.