December 1st, 1968, San Francisco, the last night. It was a benefit concert for the family dog, the production company run by Chad Helms, the man who had first brought Janice to San Francisco, who had first seen what she could become. There was a symmetry to it that nobody planned. Janice Joplain had been with Big Brother and the Holding Company for two and a half years.

 They had gone from playing for free in Hate Ashberry living rooms to a number one album and the cover of Time magazine. And on December 1st, 1968, she walked off that stage and never came back. A year and a half later, she was dead. Big Brother kept playing for 50 more years. This is the story of what she left and why and what it cost. Janice Joplain joined Big Brother and the Holding Company on June 4th, 1966.

She was 23 years old. Big Brother was already formed. Peter Albin on bass, Dave Gets on drums, James Gurley on guitar, Sam Andrew on guitar. Janice walked in and sang with them for the first time. The room changed. Sam Andrew was the one who heard it most clearly. He had a philosophy degree from UC Berkeley.

 He had studied music seriously. He became her closest ally in the band. The person who could follow where she went. Big Brother grew around Janice the way a city grows around a river. Cheap Thrills. Number one. Eight weeks at the top. Piece of My Heart. Ball and Chain. Summertime. The album that launched her into the American consciousness was a Big Brother album.

Her name was on it, but their playing was in every groove. Dave gets said years later, “Big Brother launched Janice, not the other way around. He was right and also wrong. They launched each other. The Voice and the band were not separable. What Janice became with Big Brother was something neither could have become alone.

” And then she announced she was leaving. The summer of 1968, Cheap Thrills was at number one. Albert Grossman had been talking to her for months. The message was consistent. You are bigger than this band. You are being held back. The message from the music industry. Big Brother is sloppy. They play out of tune. You deserve better.

She told the band in the summer she would stay through the fall, but after December she was going solo. She asked Sam Andrew to come with her. He later said it was a really stupid decision, but she talked me into it. I wish I had been stronger and said no. In a press interview, one of the most honest things any musician ever said about leaving a band, Janice told David Dalton, “I decided to sell out.

 I wanted to be rich. That was it. That was the whole sentence. She didn’t dress it up. She said she wanted money. And she made the decision she believed would get her more of it. She felt guilty. She knew it was wrong. She did it anyway. The honesty was always louder than the justification. December 1st, the family dog benefit.

The last time everyone in the room knew, the band knew. Janice knew. The San Francisco audience who had watched them grow, they knew, too. They played. Janice sang loose, wild, real, the way she always sang with Big Brother. Sam Andrew played beside her. He had already made his decision to leave.

 But standing on that stage on the last night, he understood something he hadn’t fully understood when she asked him. This is what we built right here. This specific thing that happens when the five of us play together and she sings. You can’t bottle this. You can’t recreate this with session musicians and horn sections.

 This is something that formed over two years and a thousand shows, and I am choosing to walk away from it. I should tell her. I won’t tell her. She’s already decided. After the show, the band went back to the house they had shared. They sat together for a while. Nobody said much. In the morning, Janice and Sam left.

 3 weeks later, December 21st, 1968, Janice Joplain and the Cosmic Blues Band played their first show, the Staxsvolt Christmas Show, Memphis, Tennessee. on the same bill. Booker T and the MGs, Albert King, the Barays. The audience didn’t know what to do with her. She didn’t know what to do with them. The Cosmic Blues Band was a constantly sinking ship.

 That was Sam Andrews verdict years later. The horns competed with her voice instead of supporting it. The backlash was fierce. Holly George Warren, her biographer, wrote, “There was such a backlash against Janice when she had the audacity to leave her band and go out on her own. The Cosmic Blues album went gold. It was not number one.

 It was not cheap thrills. Everyone knew it was not cheap thrills. Sam Andrew left in late summer 1969. He went back to Big Brother. They took him back. Janice heard about it. She said nothing in public. In private, she understood. By December 1969, the Cosmic Blues Band played their last show, Madison Square Garden.

 Exactly one year after the first show, one year, the band was over. Janice went to Brazil, came back, formed the Full Tilt Boogie Band, recorded Pearl, and 10 months later, she was dead. This is not a story about a bad decision. Leaving Big Brother was financially and critically a mistake. But here is the other truth. The Banshee whale she had developed with Big Brother was destroying her voice.

She wanted to sing jazz, soul, Broadway. She wanted nuance. She was 25 years old and she wanted to discover what else her voice could do. She never got to find out. She had one more year. Pearl was the beginning of what she was trying to become. She never found the perfect version of what she was looking for.

 Big Brother was the most natural. The Cosmic Blues Band was the most ambitious. The Full Tilt Boogie Band was the most mature. Each was a step towards something she didn’t live long enough to reach. Sam Andrew played guitar with Big Brother until 2015, almost 50 years. The band he called Stupid to Leave he came back to and stayed in for the rest of his life.

 He died in 2015. The last thing he played was a Big Brother reunion show. Have you ever left something good for something better? And discovered that better wasn’t better at all. Janice Joplain left the only band that felt like family. She left it for money, for ambition, for a version of herself that the industry told her was possible. The industry was wrong.

 The family she left kept playing for 50 years after she was gone. She was right to want more. She was wrong about where more was. She never found it, but she kept looking. That’s the whole story. That’s who she was. Subscribe. The next story goes somewhere nobody has taken you